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Rabble rabble roo.. the end is near.

I'm sad basement windows make it hard to see the outside world... It snow yesterday and I didn't even know =(

Plans for this winter?
-Find a job for post-graduation
-Go out and be super zen in the snowy forests

Wow... I feel like shit....

But at least it's done... he has my craptastic essay that about half as long as he wanted it to be............

Let's see if he can give me some sort of grade.

Yeah.. QQ... depressed about life... Not doing so great with this whole "school" thing....... I have a page done... 1 of 10.

How many more days of class do I have?

5

...5 more days of classes and then finals.

I think I can survive that =/ ... maybe.....

It's hard to put all this stupid stuff in perspective. While doing poorly in school won't kill me.. it will sure make me feel like shit...

Probably should've eaten something today, too...........

I've been a little dropped off the face of the earth... I've been a little tired.... I'm not really sure what's going on =/

Stressing out a bit, sort of trying to hide from said stress but it's not fixing it x_x so goes life, generally, surprisingly enough...

Thanksgiving was pretty good; I'm a spazz, what else is new. This is the first year Dan's family hasn't all sat down at a table and had a traditionalish thing, apparently.. that sorta bummed me out a bit.. I didn't eat a lot because I was nervous... the turkey is upstairs so we don't get to enjoy the leftovers =( I guess we didn't help cook at all.. that's fair.

Took my computer up to my dad's house and he booted it up just fine.. no issues.. it didn't beep. Apparently it just hates me. We put in a new hard drive and set that up just dandy... So it all works now. I don't know what was up.

Not looking forward to school tomorrow... not looking forward to school at all, actually..... I may go in and just skip the evil teacher.... I don't think he understands that I fear him >_< and that's why I avoid him... it's not just because I'm a bad student.

Anyway, yeah. Um... Vroomvroom.

Didn't spend that long in NH and then forgot to charge my cell phone, so I couldn't call anybody on my way out... I am forgetful.

Ugh Bucket..

Went to bed at 1.30... maybe not the wisest decision I've ever made.
Cold, comforter on me now.. winter coat will happen again today.
Should probably get ready x.x but i'll sit a bit longer.

Oh, look.. I was not antisocial tonight.. played a little WoW with Elizabeth and then some with Dan >_< would you look at that.. other people exist.

Gonna go to bed without finishing my dailies.. and I'm ok with that.

I'ma baNAna!

:3

Morning.. it's light out again thanks to the time change (that I didn't know was coming >_< the clocks just sorta changed).

Tired, what else is new... school again that I don't want to have.

I bought energy drinks.. but I had gone without them most, if not all of, last week... hrn... I dunno, I bet I can still sleep on the train, lol.

Yesterday did get better, just had a bad "morning".. not really sure why.

Shoulda done laundry....

Having a bad day for some reason... had a headache last night... had one again this morning... I went to the grocery store... Dan's still sick... I dunno.. I'm just... being miserable and stupid for some reason...

Feeling fat..... 145 pounds..... oh my god.... I bought salads, let's hope I eat them.

Gonna go hide somewhere and cry some more... I really don't know why I'm being emo, it's not like anything has happened today.